Haa, time ni dd post benda yg menarik buat tatapan anak2 dia.. awww <3 video tu kisah pasal bapak yg dah bnyk sacrifice tuk ank dia, tp ank dia x perasan, smpai bapak dia xde..
P/S : pesanan penaja : sila lah, sayangi ibu bapa anda sementara mereka masih ada :)
Aku x ingt apa jadi smpi mood aku happy gila :P *maaf, sy mmg pelupa :P tp yg x best, happy ni x lama.. ptg je ada org buat hal dgn aku.. *sambung status bwh..
suma nak buat muka ketat je kan ? bagus -.-" To encik, sikit pun sy x berminat nak bercomolot dgn kete encik tu. saya x buta lagi. terima kasih :)
Siod je pakcik ni, time ni aku otw masuk keje balik sbb td aku balik makan dulu.. ada satu kete besau ni drive mcm jln tu bapak dia punya, aku ni dr slekoh tgk ah dia.. tp dia bole bodo je dgn org skeliling, agk nya kalau aku x perasan dia, mmg patah dah tulang2 aku ni.. yg aku benggng, dah lah dia yg salah, pastu bole buat muka ketat pandang aku, konon2 mcm aku nk calarkn kete dia ah.. wakkluuu pakcik, seda dri skit ah, kau yg drive mcm org gila, lg mau buat2 x bersalah,, s*** lu.. hahahaha :D
Dimana sy ketika ini ? sy di times quare. YEAH, AGAIN.. Padahal, smlm dah pergi tu, sanggup dtg lagi.. hahhaa.. sbb apa ? ha, mai che nak bg tau hampa suma.. as uolls know, I kn tgh couple time ni. So, aku mcm tgh up n down(tgh gaduh) dgn dia ah.. so, aku text dia smlm, ckp, kalau dia syg kn relationship kitorg, dia patut dtg jumpa aku kat sana.. and guess what ? dia X DATANG ! pergghhhh, x menyirap pula aku time tu ? dh la x dtg, x text or call, which is mean dia x kisah rite ? padahal, aku dh tggu brapa jam kat situ semata nk settle kn benda ni. *sbb aku syg dia lagi*
Aku kecewa sgt ah, walaupun aku agak dh dia x dtg.. so, aku awal2 dh buat plan B.. In order not to wasting time too waiting som1 who doesn’t even care, is by meeting som1 who love me, n care me the most.. iaitu, kakak syg saya, KAK FIRHAD <3 who is she ? she is the best loving caring sister J aku pun lepak-ing lah dgn kakak aku ni smpai masuk waktu keje ..
P/s : aku kne keje ptg tu, kul 6:30, tp masuk lmbt sikit sbb train KTM delay n full macam ‘mother FISH’.. haha
I’m sad, so sad cuz I’m no longer called as a student =( as u all know that, I already quit from UiTM.. this morning, I am O.F.F.I.C.I.A.L.L.Y out from called as a student anymore.. ='( Even though I’m sad, I still relieve that I’m done doing any accounting subject.. Accounting are very tough for me ‘who-doesn’t-like-accounting’.. hehee.. it’s not that damn freaking hard, but it need our extra+more effort on studying this courses.. And of cause, for people like ME, doesn’t interest in this type of study.. Plus their exam or test or quizzes are EVERYWEEK, and ANYTIME ! Wwoooo, it does freak me all out when I know about this.. Haiyaa, I’m started too missed UiTM Segamat, friends, and friends.. Hahah =D I couldn’t say much, they were very very friendly.. soory to Aisyah Farina cuz I couldn’t be fighting together in this course. Maybe this is not my path. I will find one and we will see on the end of the road =D miss you buddy, hope you doing well there.. take a good care of yourself okeyyyy ? If balik rumah, JANGAN LUPA contact aku tau tau ! kalau x, kau nak PUKUL kau =D hahahahaha..
P/S : I’m wishing BEST OF LUCK too all of my friends at UiTM Segamat, Johor.. TAKE CARE GUYs..
Heyyloooo Peoplee.. such a long time not too update my stupid silly life story.. a have A LOTTTT of thing to tell all of you. BUT, I don’t have enough mood n time n hand to be working on this blog.*tasya! Too much excuse okeyy ! heee* sorry =P That’s why, if u had notice, never change anything in this blog.. hehe.. *it shows, how lazy I am=P hehehehe.. okeyy, balik kepada pangkal jalan yaa.. hee.. For this post, saya akan cerita sedikit sebanyak apa yang dah TERjadi atau jadi dengan diri saya =)
First of all, saya nak bagi tahu status saya.. yeahh, for my frens information, saya dah x study kat UiTM Segamat, Johor.. why why ? because, mak dah x larat yea anak-anak.. haha.. mak x bole bawa course tu.. mak kan dapat course account, so, it too heavy for me too carry this subject.. maklum lah, kat skolah dulu blaja engineering *tapi x pandai juga..tetttttt…..*-_____________-“ haha.. so, for now, saya dah x belajar, im quit for awhile, saya bercadang nak sambung study awal next year in ART & DESIGN ! yeahh, wish me luck guys =)
P/S: for SPM student who want to make further study, do take the course that u love, not what u like.. =)*jgn jadi macam saya, berhenti setengah jalan..
Second things that I want to share is,,, now im WORK-ing =D yeahhh.. woohoooooo.. im working at Cotton On, Empire, Subang Jaya =) why im happy ? cuz I have thing to do rather then duduk rumah dan menternak lemak =D siapa2 yang sweet tu, dating2 or singgah2 la jumpa saya di sana =D keje sana seronok, tapi penat juga laa.. sbb people non-stop masuk lagi2 weekend and now tgh MEGA SALE ! haha.. mcm org gila cust kat situ, kitorg sebagai staff pun mcm org nak mati dah terkejar2 susun barang2 =) kalau korng dtg or pena keje retail mcm saya, korang paham la kut..
P/S : saya berkerja dengan Dur Danah =) dan saya dapat kawan baru kat saya.. Qayyum + Haziq +Ainul dan lain2.. *bukan x ingat, tp malas taip* hehe
Third things is, pasal boyfie.. haiyooo.. nak kena ckp ke ? malas laaa. =) lain tahun saya cerita.. hehehe *sorry*
Fourth,, ni penting ! saya baru potong rambut, dan saya x sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… HAHAHAHA.. xde laa, gurau, saya suka, tp saya x suka org tu potong, x kemas okey =( saya kena bising dgn kakak, dia ckp rambut saya burukkk =’( sedih saya.. aiyoooo.. haha *jgn nak gedik sangat yaa..=D okey, forget it, x penting pun sebenarnya, saya saja gedik2 nak bagitahu.. hehehehe =P
Fifth, saya nak minta maaf pada sapa2 yang saya x dapat jumpa atau x contact.. saya bukan x nak contact, atau lupa.. NOooo.. Cuma saya x sihat sangat bulan ni.. im always sick.. demam la, selsema la, batuk laa and ++ maybe sebab terkejut dapat keje baru ni kutt.. yela, dulu saya keje senang je, bnyak rehat dan duduk2.. sekarang pula, memang xde masa nak duduk2, busy je..
P/S : saya bukan x nak cuti, tapi
1)saya x nak menyusahkan org atasan,
2) Saya x nak abis kan masa kat rumah
3) Saya nak jadi WorkerHOLIC bole x ? heee
that’s ALL fer now =D heee.. ni je cerita bosan saya.. if larat, saya cerita lagi ya nanti =) Take care readers, May all of you have a blessing day today=) this song I dadicate too all of YOUUUUUU ♥ ~ ♫♪♫ ~
Heyy peeps, i been crying at the sick of night wondering 'What's my fault?'. haishhh... i done NOTHING wrong, n you start to make it as MY FAULT ?! Gosh, sometime i think that im in a cinderella story but im the pemalas one punya cinderella.. GAHAHAA.. =D sometime, i feel macam nak letak anjing seekor depan bilik aku ni, so apa aku buat xde yg menganggu.. HAHAHA.. why cant u just be nice to me ? damn i hate it. =( i never bother with ur life, so ! dont bother mine okey ?! haihhh.. please la, nothing much that i ask.. just be nice.. or leave me ALONE ! that would really make me happy. THANKS =!
Finally im home. even sampai rumah pukul 1/2 pagi, but still, aku GUMBIRA.. =D am here lay on my bed.. but gosh, guess what ? i got bad news.. my place in my room become smaller =( hate dis feeling.. Ggrr. sorry. my mood already gone.. nanti la aku ceritaa apa jadi. now mau tido. esok nak g airport, nak anta bibik aku balik indon dah.. dia nk pergi x kembali sbb visa dia dah abis.. so, the end.. saya PENATT. haha.. gedikk. okey laa. gtg. mau tido.,. nyte2 readers =)
Awak awak, saya penat laaa. penat apa? penat rindu awak, penat cinta awak, penat cari awak. awak x rasa penat ? awak x bosan ke mcm ni ? saya ckp benda betul awak, saya bosan. Wahhh, jujur dan ikhlas x saya punya jawapan. hee maaf la, saya rasa saya dah buat yg terbaik. saya setia, dan saya rasa disebabkan saya setia laa saya bosan kutt.. =P Nak pula bila awak jarang contact saya, lagi la saya bosan.. huhh.. sorry laa sbb jujur sgt. hehe.. tapi saya x bole nk ckp apa la enn. saya bagi tau benda betul. =)
( mcm ni la muka aku haritu.. dgn penat & fed up segala.. haihh.. )
Tarikh keramat yg patut di maafkan tapi x patut d lupakan.. Gggrrrr..this day bole dikatakan bad day for me.. Geram gila doe.. Sepatutnya, hari tu menjadi hari bahagia saya sbb nak balik rumahhh.. but then,, somtin happen while otw nk balik rumah dr Segamat ni.. nak tau apa yang terjadi x??haaaaa, ni che nak cerita.. meh duk diam2 dekat dekat sini mehhh.. kalau jauh sgt nnt x nmpk nak baca.. maklum laa, koi kn da tuo, tulis pun kecit2 jea.. hahaha pada suatu petang itu, saya setelah pulang dari kelas terakhir pada mggu itu, iaitu pada hari jumaat, saya balik bilik dan bersiap2 tuk balik rumah.. So, pada masa yg sama, Aisyah Farina pun tgh siap2..then bila tguu mak datin siap, mcm biasa la enn, lmbt skitt..then da kul 1100 ktorg x naik bus ke bandar Segamat tu sbb dah la otw nk g bandar tu 30 minit then dgn tiket kul 1230..then apabila selamat naik bus mini kul 1130, TIBA2 baru teringt yang tiket balik dah xde.. DAMN ! dugaan dugaan.. x pasal kne turun balik.. then patah balik kolej tuk ambik tiket bus 'cepat express'.. dgn tu, ktorg carik alternatif lain dgn menaiki teksi tuk ke stesen buss *habis burn duit lg* OKEY, now part bestt.. kwn aku dah naik dlm bus tu.. aku text dia, tlg ckp kat driver yg aku otw, dah nk smpai, skali kwn aku bls ckp yg driver tu ckp "if kwn awak lambat, dia punya pasal laa. saya x boleh tggu.." cesss, sumpah benggang.. padahal lmbt 10 minit jea AND the MOST IMPORTANT thing is AKU SAMPAI AFTER 10 MINIT okey.. tepat n bus baru nk keluar.. dia SELISIH dgn kteorg, TAPI driver BIJAK PANDAI tu pergi SOROK papan tanda detinasi bus tuu.. x ke aku terkapai nk tgk bus tu g mana ? dia mmg saje nk anaya aku enn.. time tu,, AKU SUMPAH BENGGANG ! tlg la bertimbang rasa sikit. atleast x yh la sorok papan tanda tu enn.. aku DOAkan semoga dia SEDAR diri yg dia dah anaya org..
Okeyy, aku tau, korg ckp ni salah aku.. aku sedar, tapi aku dah try my best kott.. n sepatutnya aku dpt naik bus tu, tapi dia sorok kan papan detinasi bus dia, HOW SHOULD I KNOW, bus tu yg mana? plus, bus lain yg patut gerak kul 1230 pun x gerak lagi, still bole tggu passenger yg x tau akn dtg ke x.. haishh, susah la kalu org x bertimbang rasa ni.. xpe, laa.. smoga dia lembut hati lepas ni.. AMIN..
Btw, sorry la koi tulis post ni lmbt, alasan pertama, alasan standard, koi buzy... HAHA.. Alasan kedua, xde mood nak tulis pasal benda ni, sbb time tu tengah panas hati dgn kejadian yang berlaku.. haha.. gedikk kan =D okeyy alasan seterus nya, hee, saya miskin.. apa kaitan ? yelaa, saya x mampu nk beli berod band yg org pakai slalu tuu.. saya tggu wire-LESS dr UiTM ni tuk tampung suma kerja-kerja assignment saya yang berlambak lambak ni..
Ohh Goshh.. i just finish test paper Economy.. =(
Its S***.. i feel terrible now.. how can, i cant answer an easy question ?
and i fell a sleep while doing it! Damn i hate my self right now..
with dis flu that had been with me since dis 1/2 week.. make me more uncomfortable..
And now, daddy pula ckp kerek2 dgn aku.. huh. piss off la enn..
da la tgh down ni, pastu nk minta tlg pun susah. haishh..
kalau aku ada babuchi kat sana, aku x minta tlg kau la weyhhh !
ggrrrr.. ='( sumpah sedihh..
agknya, dia tgh marah org lain, then x pasal aku kena..
mmg bab gila la enn.. ggrrrrrrr >'(
Heyy peeps,, =D miss me? nahh.. hahah.. *im so gedik2 today.. im too happy. thank to God, cuz he help me to wash my tear away with bringin my friend closer. Thanks to YOU also cuz beng my friend. wait, who is YOU? its all of you laaa,, who is my friend n always accompany me n be a good listener.. =) Thanks yaa.. without u, im lifeless. heee =B
I also want to thanks to my teacher for today, which he already teach me how to play POOL. =D aww.. i know now.. its fun eventhough, sebenarnya saya x berapa nak reti lagi, tapi, peduli hapa saya.. HAHA =P
and also thanks to Faiz n Ikhwan which is they, made my day, for last few days =)
and will not be forget that, THANKs alot to Dur Danah & Aisyah Farina whom always be my side when ever i need them =)
n to my Class-Mate Eiyla, Acap n Afiq, they alway make me put a smile on my face =)
& others also.. x letak nama sbb nnt bnk sgt pulakk enn.. berjela kang.. ade juga yg menyampah dgn blog aku nihh.. haha =D. k, laaa.. suda penat taipp.. =D
P/S : please do not be offense if ur name not included in here. its not that i am forget u, just to many name to type. hee.. sorry=) be happy okey..
Dear Tear, please go away.. i could stand it anymore. i tired to cry. after one by one come pass by me. it hurts me, it cause me a lot of pain. what should i do to make it go away? after my result, my phone, then my life, then my application rejected, then, what will be the next? it does not mean that i could not accept what had happen, but i just could not stand it anymore.. shoo shoo..go away please. don't push me anymore. the more it come, more bad i become. duhh --' its hard to handle myself. it already out of control. my dad said its my fault? is it? every word that he said make me hurt BADLY. =( maybe i put a lot of hope on this application. maybe my dad is right, it is my fault. i take it easy. already try my best to keep my tear inside me, but, i am no longer cant stand it after i know that my application been rejected. Like A big ROCK just falling on my head. +_+
When a guy said that they will change,, MAYBE they will do, but they still being a guy.. =) until now, that is the way i could understand.
*this is what i post on my FB*
Just last 2 night i want to think of, good things about you. n make my heart wont hate u anymore. but u i really2 cant deny it now, cuz u already cross the line. now i could see ur 'Belang' already. all the things u do, is same as i expected. some thing is in my mind said that u would live even without me. now, its all true. U know why i dont want to say what is ur wrong? Cuz there are plenty ok, 'PLENTY' of reason. n now, i will tell u a FEW.
First, when it come to COUPLE, fear to theLordautomaticallybecomesstronger ! yess, i know i am not a prefect n not really2 good. this feeling came over me, n cover all the feeling.. n some had say that texting something nonesence is 'SIN'.
Do u hv think about it? ask the same question everyday which is u already know my schedule. that is nonsense if i am not mistaken. 2 thing we done wrong here n 1 more is sin for me.
1 - waste money
2 - waste time
3 - the sin is on me " i could not describe it cuz, there are some thing that i not very sure of, but i sure that sin is on me."
Second, the reason is still fresh from oven.. cuz,, i saw just now, that u still have time to communicate with 'her' even u said u still in love with me, n u said u want to do anything to try to get me back to u. *which is i could not see your loyalty* If continuously u use this way, REMEMBER, until my seven or more offspring u will not get a WOMEN.
Thirdly, do u remember that u like to test me? which part of ur test to me that i fail? i dont know, but i am sure that i 'pass' it alot.. n do u ever think this is as a "TEST" for u from me? huhh.. if this is a test from me,, that means u already fail my TEST..
Forth is also fresh from oven, which is, u tell ur 'workmate' about me? n ask her to ask me didnt u? What is going on ur mind? u want to everyone to know? want me to tell everybody that why i hate u? i ask u, DO U WANT ME TO RETYPE WHAT U SENT MSG TO ME WHICH IS SHOW YOUR ATTITUDE ?
the Fifth is as i expected, u not being u. after u broke, then u show who u are. especially on ur word.
this is the few that i would like to say.. the others reason make me sick to said about it.
*what my bad in this relationship is, i am stubborn. stubborn*
ya ya.. i know, u also do the good thing like u be patient with me a lot n try to impress me. thanks. but trust me, u do it in the wrong way. maybe it true what u had said to me, 'that u are wrong to know/couple with me'.
sorry for u. u do not know anything what i had sacrifice for you. its cause me pain, but i keep it as a secret. =)
Enough already, now i really2 hate u, n i cant deny that anymore. find your way, n move on.
P/S : So Sorry If I Had Ever Being Mean To You.
ikan aku da mati =( kat umah aku ade ikan kecik2 mcm ikan laga tu.. ade bnyk laa juga, hasil parent aku dpt dr mn tah.. hee.. kalo x silap aku, tu terbang dr terangganu.. than ade satu ikan ni aku suka , warna dia hitam kuning.. kepala kuning pekat n badan hitamm.. aww.. cantikk.. aku suka dia sbb dia x takut dgn aku.. best,, main2 dgn dia,, xmcm ikan lain.. PENAKUT.. haha.. tp syg.. dia x hidup lama.. allah syg dia lebih dr aku.. ='(*cehh ayt mcm ape jea poyo.. heee tp ape pn.. ikan tu mmg the best =D Im Gonna Miss it AloTTTT =(..
P/s : kejap sgt dia idup smpai nama n jantan bentina pn aku x tau.. aduhh sadiss =/ haha
kuku aku yg dia kata pnjng tu ,, 1.0mm jea weyhh !
ces kne denda lg.. ok fine ! dia ckp, satu kesalahan 10 ketuk ketampi !
aku dgn rasa x brape nk rela buat la 20 kali..
tp Ina lg kesian.. dia buat 40 kali kott.. sbb 4 kesalahan..
then kita terus kn cter, da hbis denda, dia nk jumpa pulak.. *tau la minat, esok2 jea la mintak autograf.. haihhh.. haha.. prasan.. =P
dia ceramah kteorg bagai.. dgr la dia bebel2.. bla bla blaa~
then tiba2 benda yg buat aku panas bila dia ckp kasut jln saya x nk yaa.
n dia pndng2 kasut aku.. aku ckp la, kasut ni x bole?
dia ckp x bole ! tgk tapak yg tebal tu pn da tau bukan kasut sukan..
*wat wat wat the heck???????? aku pelik kott...
siottt ! like hello?? x kn dia x tau bezakan kasut?
ke dia buta kasut sukan n kasut jln ! -_____-"!
Nah, kau tgk sendri.. ni kasut aku pkai tu.. geram doe..
x pasal2 kne membazir beli kasut sukan baru. ! cess2 ! geram nihh..
hahahaa.. poyo jap nk geram lebih2.. hahahaa =P
ok2, nasib dia la enn.. aku da beli suma brg2 bomba yg x lengkap b4 ni..
siap kau kalo aku kne lg ! hahh.. =P
~ THE NEXT DAY ~
TADDAAAAA ~ NAH AMBIIK KAU !
aku dah beli KASUT serta STOKIN dan skaf 'xdpt nk di upload'..
AKU mmg HEBAT ! HAHAHAHAHAA~
kalo kau denda aku lg.. mmg aku nk suruh kau mkn kasut aku !
ade PAHAM?? okey. now we fair n square "darling"!
konfem lpas ni aku jd ahli bomba yg TERBAIK ! *bak kata Ina laa.. hahahaa
wahhhwahhh.. HAHA.. =D p/s : terbang duit Rm30++ aku.. ='( bole buat mkn 4 hari tuee.. hahaa=P
