delete EVERYTHING ? (?_?)

My sister ask me to delete everything about him. Do I need to ?

September 19 at 12:17pm via BlackBerry

Lahh, gaya mcm aku x move on lagi (cehh, mmg x move on lg pun time ni) HAHAHA.. malu je weyh.. :P okey Einul said, I should do if its killing me. Killing me ? no it not anymore, so, I can keep all the things rite ? :D okey, aku ada suma benda, except gmbr dia.. kne delete, nnt org tny sapa, aku mls jwb :P *bikin ilang mood pula karang. Okey boi.

Done

As i expected, we are done :'(
*mood : totally gonna be workaholic !! — at Home sweet home. September 10 at 1:09am

Okey, part ni kau mesti pasang lagu sedih2 tau, smbil baca ni.. HAHAHA.. baru feel~~ okey stop it gedikk ! haha.. no lah, Cuma aku nk ckp yg aku dah S.I.N.G.L.E ! tettttttttt.. terimakasih.. haha.. okey2.. diam, nak cerita lah ni.. ikot kan dr citer smlm, kn dia x jumpa aku. So aku kira dah settle lah(means dah break) sbb hari sebelum aku g time square tu dia ada ckp pasal break juga.. aku je yg mcm anggp couple lg sbb nk bg peluang kat relationship ni. So, nmpknya, x guna juga aku buat mcm tu sbb dia X KISAH ! ggrr, bodoh punya tasya. Haishhh

Yelah, to be honest, aku syg dia lg doe.. :’( BUT ! x guna juga syg org yg x nak keluarkn afford dia kat kita.. so, nak x nak, aku pun move on J that y aku nk jd workaholic again ! woohoo..

P/S :  kau tahu kan aku ni kaki kerja je.. kau x seda ke aku sanggup habis masa tuk kau? Aku cri masa tuk kau, aku cuba sentiasa ada tuk spend time tuk kau, lagi2 balik keje tgh mlm, walaupun dh penat separuh mati, aku tetap nk cri kau.. TAPI ada kau cri masa tuk aku kalau aku perlukn kau ?! kau selalu hilng ikut suka hati kepala batu kau tu. Sedangkan aku x pernah kisah yg kau nk spend time dgn kwn kau, sukan kau, n DIRI kau..

Chance

@times square again. giving him a last chance.. and I hope u do appreciate this time.. September 9 at 2:01pm via BlackBerry

Dimana sy ketika ini ? sy di times quare. YEAH, AGAIN.. Padahal, smlm dah pergi tu, sanggup dtg lagi.. hahhaa.. sbb apa ? ha, mai che nak bg tau hampa suma.. as uolls know, I kn tgh couple time ni. So, aku mcm tgh up n down  (tgh gaduh) dgn dia ah.. so, aku text dia smlm, ckp, kalau dia syg kn relationship kitorg, dia patut dtg jumpa aku kat sana.. and guess what ? dia X DATANG ! pergghhhh, x menyirap pula aku time tu ? dh la x dtg, x text or call, which is mean dia x kisah rite ? padahal, aku dh tggu brapa jam kat situ semata nk settle kn benda ni. *sbb aku syg dia lagi*

 Aku kecewa sgt ah, walaupun aku agak dh dia x dtg.. so, aku awal2 dh buat plan B.. In order not to wasting time too waiting som1 who doesn’t even care, is by meeting som1 who love me, n care me the most.. iaitu, kakak syg saya, KAK FIRHAD <3 who is she ? she is the best loving caring sister J aku pun lepak-ing lah dgn kakak aku ni smpai masuk waktu keje ..

P/s : aku kne keje ptg tu, kul 6:30, tp masuk lmbt sikit sbb train KTM delay n full macam ‘mother FISH’.. haha

Piece of me maybe ?

should i say, this is the piece of my heart to you ?

Saya Penat

( i am tired )

Awak awak, saya penat laaa. penat apa? penat rindu awak, penat cinta awak, penat cari awak. awak x rasa penat ? awak x bosan ke mcm ni ? saya ckp benda betul awak, saya bosan. Wahhh, jujur dan ikhlas x saya punya jawapan. hee maaf la, saya rasa saya dah buat yg terbaik. saya setia, dan saya rasa disebabkan saya setia laa saya bosan kutt.. =P Nak pula bila awak jarang contact saya, lagi la saya bosan.. huhh.. sorry laa sbb jujur sgt. hehe.. tapi saya x bole nk ckp apa la enn. saya bagi tau benda betul. =)

Tried to keep it, now i tell u why.. (-_____-")

When a guy said that they will change,, MAYBE they will do, but they still being a guy.. =) until now, that is the way i could understand.
*this is what i post on my FB*


Just last 2 night i want to think of, good things about you. n make my heart wont hate u anymore. but u i really2 cant deny it now, cuz u already cross the line. now i could see ur 'Belang' already. all the things u do, is same as i expected. some thing is in my mind said that u would live even without me. now, its all true. U know why i dont want to say what is ur wrong? Cuz there are plenty ok, 'PLENTY' of reason. n now, i will tell u a FEW.


First, when it come to COUPLE, fear to the Lord automatically becomes stronger ! yess, i know i am not a prefect n not really2 good. this feeling came over me, n cover all the feeling.. n some had say that texting something nonesence is 'SIN'.
Do u hv think about it? ask the same question everyday which is u already know my schedule. that is nonsense if i am not mistaken. 2 thing we done wrong here n 1 more is sin for me.
1 - waste money
2 - waste time
3 - the sin is on me " i could not describe it cuz, there are some thing that i not very sure of, but i sure that sin is on me."

Second, the reason is still fresh from oven.. cuz,, i saw just now, that u still have time to communicate with 'her' even u said u still in love with me, n u said u want to do anything to try to get me back to u. *which is i could not see your loyalty* If continuously u use this way, REMEMBER, until my seven or more offspring u will not get a WOMEN.


Thirdly, do u remember that u like to test me? which part of ur test to me that i fail? i dont know, but i am sure that i 'pass' it alot.. n do u ever think this is as a "TEST" for u from me? huhh.. if this is a test from me,, that means u already fail my TEST..


Forth is also fresh from oven, which is, u tell ur 'workmate' about me? n ask her to ask me didnt u? What is going on ur mind? u want to everyone to know? want me to tell everybody that why i hate u? i ask u, DO U WANT ME TO RETYPE WHAT U SENT MSG TO ME WHICH IS SHOW YOUR ATTITUDE ?


the Fifth is as i expected, u not being u. after u broke, then u show who u are. especially on ur word.


this is the few that i would like to say.. the others reason make me sick to said about it.

*what my bad in this relationship is, i am stubborn. stubborn*
ya ya.. i know, u also do the good thing like u be patient with me a lot n try to impress me. thanks. but trust me, u do it in the wrong way. maybe it true what u had said to me, 'that u are wrong to know/couple with me'.
sorry for u. u do not know anything what i had sacrifice for you. its cause me pain, but i keep it as a secret. =)

Enough already, now i really2 hate u, n i cant deny that anymore. find your way, n move on.
P/S : So Sorry If I Had Ever Being Mean To You.

Thinking bout E.. hmmm

Hurmm..
Being thinking bout E..where is he??
he told me that he going to continue study,,
but,, he never contact me.. ='(
he said he wanna find me when im finish my 'SPM'
but now?? where is he??
im alwys thinking bout him act..
but, i juz dont wanna remember him anymore..
it make me hurt..
i think, im gonna move on..
im sorry 4 evrything dat i had done..
im think im not going to forget u but im juz moing on..
bye, and take care.. imy..

p/s : yes im talkig bout u 'E'.. n i really2 sorry..

ITS OVER!! next bf plezz! haha

My relationship wit him is over..

thk god.. =) i luv it..

hahahaa.. =D

bye2 dear.. ( . )

SUNWAY MARI.. hahaa

HELLOOO....=D

Today aq kuar pegi s.p. dgn Dur, Alia, Zati, Mel, Muiz ++ Aq..

wahahaa...

best ohh.. hahaa..

bnyk bende aq tgk arini..

lifestile org,, couple attitude,, (nope2.. not korng k)

ade lahh org yg aq tgk td time kt s.p..

haha.. mcm2 lg lahh..

x sempat ohh nk tulis mlm nihh..

laen zaman je lahh aq tulis..

if aq free lahhh enn.. =)

btw,, conclusion nya.. BEST kott.. =)

lg 1,, aq tgk citer "janiffer body's"

betol ke aq eja?? mampos lahh.. hahahaa..

Megan Foxx belakon..=)

hahaaa.. hot lahh konon enn.. heeee... =B

k,lahh.. aq nk chow pegi umah Dayana nk sleepover..

study ADD MATH tuhh.. ahahaa..

baik kan aq..??

aq mesti jd kesaygn Pn. Lee Hui Hui..

heeeheee... =B

*p/s : time kt s.p. tuu aq teringt kt A... jee.. adoii.. heehee.. =)

i baik tau ingt kt u.. cme x text jee.. =P

Almost Give Up Wit You.. ='(

Hyee there,,

wanna say dat,,

Im tired n almost giving up wit u..

I hate when u silent..

why did u cntct me??

its not such a big deal if u lost ur phone when u tell me earlier..

I try to accept ur xcuses but im still cant take it 100%..

it curious me..

I dont know why,, but I feel it dat way..

I try to change it,, but I cant..

if u hate me,, plz do tell me..

n one more,,

are u text me bcoz of wht im saying about u in my profile??

im clueless.. (?_?)

Tired Waiting of You

Im done pretending,,

Tired been waiting..
I dont wanna be rude,,

But his silent like his mute..

HIM =)

Hye There,,

Im meet someone yesterday.. im Happy.. =)

Im going out wit him 4 awhile but its fun..

he is cool,, easy to talk..

he wearing white shirt.. haha..

u know im talking about u rite dear?? haha

i hate u lahh.. hahaa.. No no,, i luv u lahh.. =)

actually i dont know wat im saying.. haha..

i think mybe u tired off heard me nagging at u last nite rite??

sorry,, it juz my mouth cant stop doing it.. haha..

i luv to talk,, im kinda talkative..

but somtime if im moody i will not talk wit anyone..

accept my besttie EIRA.. =D

i dont know wat u feel when u go out with me at dat time..

mybe bored,, i think.. hurrmmm..

wat u feel dear?? its keep me wondering.. but,,

i dont wanna think anymore.. wat i know is,,
im happy now..

i know, mybe dis feeling juz 4 awhile..

bcoz one day u will leave me rite??

and it is da end of dis story 4 now..